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abt me

i'm el, i'm 16 and i live in the uk. i like music - specifically lana del rey and britpop (weird combination ik) - and reading. currently, i'm reading In The Miso Soup by Ryu Murakami,

Ada or Ardor by Vladimir Nabokov and re-reading Lolita also by Vladimir Nabokov. My favourite movies are Twilight, St Trinians, The Lighthouse, Daisies and I, Olga Hepnarova.


whilst i love the nymphette/doelette/coquette aesthetics where they cross, i understand and fully acknowledge that lolita itself is not a love story, and i do not claim it to be; nor do i claim to be romanticising pedophilia or rape by associating with it. i am only invested in the aesthetic that unfortunately shares a name and is associated/inspired with/by something so gross. i want to clear this up; just so there are no questions as you go through my site. i have been heavily into the aesthetic since i was eleven or twelve, quite young - and it simultaneously holds a lot of nostagia and trauma for me. IF YOU ROMANTICISE THE NOVEL LOLITA (or any of its adaptations ) PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT. THIS IS NOT A PLACE FOR YOU.

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